It's so dark here, where am I? I can't see my own hand in front of my face. Where is everyone? It's too quiet in this nothingness. Should I try and find a way to find everyone, or should I stay still and wait until there's light? There are no stars in the sky. If there are any stars, their light doesn't pierce this blanket of darkness.
It's scold and damp. Chills run down my spine as the thoughts of what is out there captured my mind. I walk through this darkness blindly, trying to feel my way. My left hand is out in front of me, my right hand is to the side. I shuffle my feet on the ground searching for something. Am I blind? Dead? What is this place?
I feel nothing but the damp coldness on my skin. There's nothing here, just empty space. I'm all alone. My right hand suddenly touches something. I don't know what it is but yet it feels very familiar to my finger tips. The texture is rough as my hand runs across it. I feel the structure of it now. It's wide and it ends at the earth under my feet.
The earth is cool and moist. my hand keeps searching for something else familiar about this strange thing. i feel something like roots; they go deep into the earth. I can only guess that it's a tree but it tells me nothing of where I am.
I look all around me, holding onto the tree. I cling to it as if my life depended on it. It was something familiar that calmed my horrified mind. Then I saw it!
Light! It was not much but still it was light. I can see a little of where I am but eyes won't leave that glorious light before me. A new feeling came into me and washed my mind from everything else. I feel relieved, happy and joyful.
I had walked toward a forest in the dark. Now that there was light, I walk toward the sun. I quicken my pace to a full out run. I am renewed. I've been pulled from the darkness, the quietness, the nothingness, and the emptiness. I ran and ran to the top of a green hill filled with little white flowers, and there she was waiting for me. She had pulled me away from the darkness and brought the sun with her. My sister, my best friend, my world, saved me from a wrong decision. This is for you Kat. Thank You and I love you.


Yes this really did happen but it's how I felt during the wrong path I took. It wasn't anything too bad but Kat brought me out of that choice before I got hurt. Now I'm on a whole new life and it's great!!!!!!!!!!! And I think life just got a lot better as of tonight. I met someone tonight on a double date and it was wonderful. ^_^